realization

everything is meaningless.

for a moment, consider this: is there a real sense of what is good and what is evil? this idea of morality is completely socially constructed, imbedded into our minds from the moment we are born. as an example, consider death. while on one hand we perceive death as being cruel and mysterious, if it's at the hands of God on a person that has committed some kind of egregious act like murder then it's suddenly justified. why do we think this way? why do we live this way? the rules of nature do not abide by such rules because they are not true. nothing is true except this.

there are actions. things that are done. things that we do. even passive resistance is an action. and there are actions as a result of other actions. there is no good or bad. there is only it-- the act itself.

so to even ask if there is a meaning is simply absurd because it doesn't matter. actions will follow after death. the cycle continues. it does not end. and even at our own perceived end it still continues. forever and ever and ever.